Spoken By My Pencil

So I have this list.  You know like a new years list of things you want to accomplish within the year.  I found it a couple weeks ago and I was looking over it.  I’ve accomplished at least half of the things on it.  Pretty proud of myself.  I wonder if he knows he’s on my list…

Sometimes my mind wanders off into random places instead of focusing on this homework

Sometimes I feel as if you aren’t there anymore.  As if you just fell off the face of the earth.  I think sometimes if I write about you you’ll be more real.  Sometimes I think you send me ghost messages.  Those forwards aren’t you.  They never have been.  Are you still there?

I still haven’t had my mani pedi friday this week.  Mani pedi saturday? Just this once.

So lately alot of thoughts have been popping up in my head.  Usually when that happens its time for me to write it out.  It seems as though whenever I am not consumed with thinking of how much work I have to do I’m thinking of my sister.  I miss her alot.  We don’t really see each other much so when we do I’m really excited.  She’s on a sort of spring break now with her boyfriend.  I think of her sometimes.  I think of writing her to life in my poetic world.  Painting her the way I remember her, the way I see her, the way I don’t see her.  But first, i have to finish this homework.

I have so much to do before spring break comes.  Endless homework assignments and papers to write, 3 tests, and practice.  I think I’ll explode before spring break even gets here

i like tumblr because i feel like its my lil diary.  a place where i can type a bunch of things i’m thinking or feeling or simply just want to say and no one can criticize me for it.  Sometimes i need this space to vent.

i’m in the library and the shift key is stuck…figures..